Lucy was sitting outside Starbucks sucking on a cigarette; she
smiled at Karla when she saw her come round the corner.
‘Skinny latte? It’s my round.’ Lucy said, Karla noted what a pretty smile she
had. Karla smiled back and nodded, a good coffee was just what she needed, work
had been arduously boring. She sat at the table vacated by Lucy and lit a
cigarette of her own. It was another nice day, a bit of a breeze off the water
but plenty warm enough to sit outside as long as the seagulls stayed away. Karla
watched the families wandering around eating ice cream.
‘How was the family thing? Lucy was back with the coffee.
‘Barely bearable’ Karla smiled, she was sure Lucy didn’t need to
hear her problems.
‘Sounds like you don’t get on well.’
Karla supposed if she did open up a little to Lucy then Lucy might
too. She took a swig of coffee and relaxed.
‘Oh it’s not that but it’s always the same,’ Karla blew out a
lungful of smoke and stubbed out her fag. ‘My sister is everything I am not,
married to an “adorable” man, two “wonderful” kids who’ve got into the “right”
schools, a posh house, a creative job. It was like I ceased to exist when those
kids were born unless of course my sister needs a baby sitter or my mum needs
someone to complain about.’
‘Older?’
‘Two years.’ Karla nodded.
‘I feel your pain, similar for me too.’
‘Then cheers’ Karla clinked Lucy’s paper cup and smiled.
‘Cheers, that’s a good idea, fancy a G and T?’ Lucy nodded over to
the pub on the corner.
‘Oh yes, don’t I ever?’ said Karla and the two women wandered over
to the bar.
‘I was so stupid, why did I wear that daft mini skirt?’ They were
on their second drink when Lucy just started talking from no where. ‘I was
asking for it, of course I was, tottering around in high heels and a skirt that
barely covered my bum.’
Karla felt powerless, what could she do? What could she say?
‘I told him I wasn’t interested but he bought me a drink anyway, and
I thought what the hell free drink.
Next thing I know I was dancing with him, then …’ her voice trailed off. Karla
waited but Lucy had clammed up as tears rolled down her face.
‘Look for a start don’t blame yourself, it’s not your fault. You
could have been stark naked and he didn’t have the right to do that.’ Karla
winced at the incentive words she’d used. ‘Don’t blame yourself.’ Karla reiterated.
Lucy sniffed, Karla put her arm round her and gave her a hug.
‘What did he look like? Do you remember?’
Lucy nodded and described the same slime ball who had tried to slip
Karla the Mickey.
‘Why didn’t you go to the police?’ Karla asked with a sense of
trepidation. Lucy was silent for a minute.
‘I felt so ashamed, I didn’t want to tell anyone. I told them in
work my aunt had died. I took a couple of days off and since then I have just
been a “bit emotional”.’
‘Will you go if I come with you?’
Lucy shook her head. ‘No, no! I can’t, I …’ A tear fell on the
table ‘I shouldn’t have come here. I should have just let it go.’ Lucy got up, wiped her nose and left.
‘Lucy!’ Karla called out but she didn’t go after her. She knew Lucy needed space.
Karla sat quietly contemplating what her next move would be. She
looked around the pub, there were a few after work drinkers left but it was
quiet. The gin was getting to work and she was feeling a bit sorry for herself.
What had she got herself into? What had she done to poor Lucy dragging up all
those memories? And how much further had she got? Shithead was still out there
with his pocket full of pills, lying in wait for his next victim. She didn’t
suppose a broken nose would put him off for too long. Her phone buzzed, fuck
off Josh she thought as she necked the remains of her drink and left the pub; she
was dying for a smoke.
She stood outside smoking, enjoying the evening breeze on her face. She felt around for her phone to see what Josh had to say for himself this time. She never replied, never encouraged him but the messages kept coming. But this message hadn’t been from Josh but from Lucy.
She stood outside smoking, enjoying the evening breeze on her face. She felt around for her phone to see what Josh had to say for himself this time. She never replied, never encouraged him but the messages kept coming. But this message hadn’t been from Josh but from Lucy.
‘First time I’ve had alcohol since, sorry it seems to have flipped
a switch. Just had a good cry, feel better. Coffee tomorrow?’
Karla replied in the affirmative and stubbed out her ciggie in the
fag bin. Stuck on that bin was the sign. ‘Like us on Facebook’ she’d seen the
same sign on the door of the Real Deal club and the DJ had said something about
tagging yourself in pictures on their Facebook page. It was time to get home
and do some internet detecting.
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